I don't know anymore. .

It's a 10 days holidae starting from this friday (18/9/09) until sunday (26/9/09). .

I soo wanted to go out. . But nobody wanna go with me. .

I miss my friends. . I wanted to see them so much. . I wanna play with them, laugh with them, and be with them. .

Yesterday, at school. .

One of my best friend was crying all of a sudden. .

And. . I couldn't even comfort her. . I was useless and I'm helpless. .

Then, came another friend. . He was able to comfort her. . Help her feel better. .

While I was just standing outside the room, looking from the inside. .

Eventually, I left her with the another friend, and went to the next class. .

I felt like I've failed as her friend. . I don't know what she want or what she feels. .

If you're reading this, I want to say :

"I'm sorry, I couldn't help you. . Sometimes, I just don't understand you. And I know I'm useless.

But, I like you. . That's why, I still wanna be your friend no matter what. ."